i write alot of pointless journals
just like notes on facebook
or bulletins on myspace

it's because that's my way of updating my status
so everyone can actually look and see if i'm going to
go crazy and kill myself or not

which i'm not.
but yea...that wasn't the point of this journal
see i did it again.

what i clicked on the new journal entry button for was
because i'm NOT DEAD and I HAVEN'T STOPPED WRITING
i will never stop writing even though i always lie and say i will in my writing

I have just stumbled back upon beautiful fanfiction
shorts, one-shots, drabbles and chaptered fics.
and i can't stop myself because they're all about love!

(or i target the ones focused on love...)
and it inspires me to write fanfiction again...
and it also makes me a little sad seeing as how my love life has gone

DOWN THE WHOLE for the fourth time in the past two months.
yea i know. it's my fault anyways.
but YES I STILL WRITE MY POETRY/PROSE STUFF

p.s. btw i was reading some touching work that reminded me of what i normally write
short little stories that i call poems even though that's only cuz i write them
in "stanzas" when they're more like paragraphs....

so yea....they called it prosetry
and i don't really like their word for it
but it's already a spreading word in the dA community

it worries me, like empty beds and quiet rooms
and dead sunlight and broken hands
and tired eyes and blank stares...it does