i thought: she cried all night for him
i thought: i wouldn't have just sat here if i had known

some things just happen in an entirely different way than we planned. but for some of the more eccentric, chosen persons, the entirely different way from our previous planning was the complete outline from the start.

if you wanted a shoulder to cry on, then why did you come to me? i am not one to push or pull or wish or destroy. i am me. myself. and i happen to like it that way. to say that i'm alaska would be to lie (duh) and even though i'm not not too partial to lying already, that would change everything from the start.

i thought: i can do this because he's willing to and so am i and maybe just maybe Pink is ok
i thought: i love you and i'll follow you even if i know it's not all to be continued and i won't talk to you later

because i won't see you